I feel all so sad and mad,
I just feel like all of this adds up to jealousy.
He doesn't see anything that I'm doing for him.
Never right?
Yes, never.
I feel like slitting my throat in half and then die slowly, while think along.
Maybe I should give up.
I just don't want to face reality.
I hate this shit.
I hate my life.
Yet he doesn't know that my heart hurts from day to day,
yet crying does not affect anyone.
I hate this shit.
I hate it.
Keeping all of my feelings bottled up is nothing to him.
Just hurtful, pure hate.

BECOME AN ANTI-I.M.N BITCH FLIRTER FC TODAY.

I sat in the corner @ 6.38pm

LOL, RECIEVED TONS of ANGPAOS ytd(:
LOL, ahaha, then I was like with William and KianHao cousin koko, LMAO.
PSP-ED out William and Kianhao cousin koko, (:
Then we went to Er shu Po house (:
LMAO.
LOL, they all knn bully me.
I'm effing pissed off >.<
LOL, but then, I camwhored every one of them. LOL, CAMWHORE,
then we were like
OM-CHICHI, OM-CHICHI, OM-CHICHI, OM-CHICHI
TOOKIE-TOOKIE-TOOKIE-TOOKIE
TONGA TONGA TONGA TONGA
LOL!
but then, kinda boring, I think not!
LOL, then I was like, TODAY,
WE'RE GOING TO PLAY WITH JOVAN AND CHLOE! (lol jovan is my newphew not friend LOL)
then Jovan was like WHERE IS MY GIRLFRIEND (girlfriend is my sis)
LAWL-OO
LOL (:
might be posting ltr tonight,
TOODLES~

--
BORED.
today was overall score of 1 to 10 for content : 6
1 for too boring
5 for the cny deco fun moments~ xD
Boring though,
i said that JOVAN was chao of glamu~.
GLAMU = GLAMOUROUS ~ xD
Well,
im his no. 1 fan though LOL~
xD
BEN AND HAYDON, BULLY ME LOL.
MEANOS LOL JK xD
still, tardyily bored. --

KNN,

i hate this day!

1 : sim card DIED WTF.
2: LOST ONE BADGE FOR GB ON MY WAY HOME.
3: Went wrong way to pick up sis, in the end waiting for no reason.
4: phone one part cracked. ):
knn! ):

Best day!!
Jilian was LOL-ED at.
I made the class laugh LOL!
xD
I maked( lol maked) fun of donovan koko LOL.
he loves dora! xD

Yume no Tsuduki he - Surface

Well, depressing it is.
PUCHI IS DOUBLE AWEESOMELY KAWAII!
WASABI IS THAR, THE JEALOUS DOGG! XD

omg, i watched the memoirs of geisha, wow, it looked awesome,
graphics are cool.
ohwells, its fate.
the shen xian (from campus shrewd) said that in order to change your fate and destiny, one must be Courageous.
I think I'm just a coward.
I hate it.
I just hate it.
I keep running away from reality.
I need to stop.
I have to stop.
I just want a normal life.

-I saw the depressing state in my mind @ 12.25 Am-

DAI WO ZOU BY RAINIE YANG.

ohsmwells.

(:
today i had GB! XD
ahhahha, i designed a flyer thingy, omgomgomgomg, kawaii desu!
xD
drill was total suck-up ):
I totally flunked drill today, couldnt do anything right ftw ):
We trained in recieving awards, and to make me even more scared, I was called first LOL. (not funny though xD)
ahahah, then afterwards,
waited for 1/2++ outside sch, go to bus stop, walk to fitness corner, walk back, ipod-ed, and walked again, and until later, LOLOLOLOL, benn was wearing sch u LOL.xD
ahahaha, then went to undervoid deck with nazirah and her sis along with ben to go and help with poster lalalala~
Then, afterwards, mee and benn went to tm to get smth, then go home lalalala
AND WE ARE NOT DATING! XP.
whoever says so surely drink out of toilets and seriously fuck crap off.LOL!. no seriously --

and yes, ytd, went with edwin and ben to pastamania to eastpoint lalala~
edwin is a cute teddy bear LOL! aahaha, chubbychubby lalallaa~
i go moo moo you go jump down building LOL!
ahahaha,

iDonovan: Lol linking now (:
DARREN S: lol tq! xD

Heyhoe faces (:
I think I'm finally back on blogging.

I was looking forward to a good day today, but it was rather disapointing :(
xD

somehow, when I thinked thought properly,
probably, it might be a good day after all (:
xD
UPCOMING BDAYS: RANDALL - 14JANUARY
DONOVAN - 6 or 5 JANUARY,

well,
HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
taking a jap course, ending it soon,SADD! ):
watashitachi, zu to, tomodachi da.

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